☻Tuesday, November 10, 6:51 PM
i'm lost of words to say here.
i hate goodbyes and i hate seeing people go.
i can't stand the feeling of losing someone.
really, this is the first time i encounter
a lost from someone close to me.
he never fails to warn me about dieting.
he never fails to praise me and make me feel good.
he is sucha nice man who really can enlighten my mood.
at the very least, i manage to pay my respect to him
for the very last time just now.
rest in peace, apah moktar.
definitely a lost to our great jalan nenas family.
:(
☻Monday, November 9, 5:28 PM
my heart drop really.
i'm so sad like extremely okay.
i met with an accident yesterday.
the stress level my parents gave me was oh-geez unexplainable.
i cry to sleep. i was shocked, lost and traumatized again.
sigh. i wasn't feeling well today. i gave school a miss.
i wasn't in a mood at all.
while doing some work, my mother told me that
my grand uncle passed away.
how sad could i possibly get?
